I can see the Light...

Almost reachin the end of the tunnel...and a spectrum of light is visible.
a really tumultuous week with 4 papers. jus one more to go before liberation!
Cool rainy nite makes a good time for sleeping early,well,slept jus only around 1 hr last nite.

PiSSed Off...

I was jus sittin on an empty bench,tryin hard to do my final readings when this girl sat down on the bench. I presumed she'd be harmless,most prob waitin for her paper to start. Then, one by one..this bunch of nimwits waitin for their paper to start,started sittin on the bench as well..not only tat,but speakin at the top of their voices,in total oblivion of MY existence. Pissed the shit out of me. Now,tat's group dynamics..
And so,i cowardly retreated to the embrace of the Central library..

Group DynamiX...

Was really relieved when i collected my Jap Studies group proj paper last nite..a high and mighty score of 27/30! Gotta be an A. In my 1st sem in NUS, i witnessed the power of group dynamics. My JS grp - definitely not one to be trifled with. A typical meeting never ends earlier than 5 hours. A case of inefficiency or indigestible plethora of ideas? I'd like to believe the latter. To add to this notion of grp dynamics, my Geog proj has secured an A as well.

Well, this brings me to the point of individualisation. I tend to lose steam when heading onto exams. the immense pressure one has to carry on itself...whoa.

Well well...5 hrs before i face the imminent devil again.

Headache...headache

lack of dopamine...melatonin floodin my mind..
gosh..i'm goin away,by which i mean,i'm goin off again..
ve been muggin so hard this week that i missed out on my weekly staple of Idol(not that i really wanna watch it now tat Daphne's gone..), last episode of Champions,last chance to watch Before Sunset...aw...so damn shitty..

Darkness looms...

never believe those ppl who tell you that life's ez in uni 1st yr,esp in nus arts fac. it's a myth! you gotta see it to believe it. everyone's muggin so hard,buried deep in the notes and books. every nook and corner of the sch you see stoned-faced creatures with their soul sucked out. and i had also succumbed to the devil. when will i see light again...

C'est la vie

Sometimes life jus doesn't go the way you want. There's no stopping to what the One up there is capable of doing.

Theatre Prac Test, 171104 1600-1700
after so much sweat,time,effort..it jus doesn't seem to be fair to be judged badly.
well,actually,i ve gone thru worse. well,i simply love to wallow in self pity,not excessively though.
sinkin into depressed mode is never difficult for me. but gettin out of it is jus as easy.
a check on my study status quo warns me that i better get down to serious studyin now.

Sigh.

Ciao.